uncertainties

Again, I had a hard time getting a good night sleep last night. But this time, I was thinking of something else. I've been thinking of looking for a "better job". Regularization was discussed with us few days ago. And as expected, we all got dismayed and disappointed. It is a fact that the project I am working with is just a neophyte to healthcare industry but I didn't expect that they will let us feel that way. Knowing that we are the pioneers of this project, the concerns seemed to be reluctant to help us and get us motivated. How far can Php 0,000.00 can go?

On my way home, he was with me just like what we used to do. He held my hand, he gave me his sweetest smile and he kissed me goodbye before he got off the train. Very sweet if you would imagine seeing us. I am not telling that you're lying everytime you're telling me sweet nothing but I pray that these were all heartfelt because I don't want to live in a world of lies. But then, I still wish that I could be with him in my dreams tonight. Sigh!