an open letter for "king"

Baby,

Time after time I wanted to tell you how much I love you, how much I value the real you, how much I am happy to be with you. Days have past, it's been three months since I revealed to you my real feelings. I know this would be complicated but I have decided to stay with you even if I don't know if any good will come out of my actions - simply because you love me and I love you too. I don't know what might happen next but I assure you that the feeling will remain the same.

As I am writing you this letter, I am just sitting here at one corner thinking of you and your lovely hair, your eyes that seems to be smiling at all times, your hands that I love to clench and that feels good with mine and your lips that makes me shiver. You might have put a spell on me, didn't you?

By the way, I have a poem in mind which I have read few years ago. Everytime I read this poem, it is you who keeps on coming through my mind. I think I can never dig you out my system. Here it goes..

Once in a lifetime,
you find someone
who touches not only heart
but also your soul.

Once in a lifetime,
you discover someone
who stands beside you and not over you,
who loves you for who you are
and not for who you could be.
Once in a lifetime,
if you're lucky
you'll find someone
as I have found YOU!

Words are not enough to tell you what I really feel, but words are only things that I can give you now because of some unavoidable circumstances between us. Baby, it won't do any harm if I remind you that you always have my heart. I never had a day without you in my mind, body and soul. Thank you for making my days brighter and happier. Thank you for making me feel special. I love you!

Please don't forget to take your vitamins, ok? Get enough sleep. Eat plenty. Keep me!

- i remain -