questions..

A friend talked to me about him. She shared me what she knows about him - her perceptions of what's between me and him. I had talked to her before, but this time it's a totally different story. She told me that I should stop on loving him and start moving on with my life. Why is it everyone's telling me to stop this feeling? And why is it I can't forget about him and live my life alone?

I am lost, I don't know what I should do. I longer don't know what to feel. I want to tell him that I hate him for huritng me but I am not even mad at him; I want to cry my heart out but tears won't fall. Everything's way out of hand. I never wanted this kind of life, why did you let things go this way? And why did I let you? Why can't you just be man enough to take all the consequences of your actions? Why am I hurting? So many questions left unaswered, I just pray that everything would be settled while I still care. Huay...... =(