huay........

It's saturday once again.. and of course, I will miss him. I will just try to keep myself busy, go somewhere else where I can stop thinking of him even for awhile, or try to get ENOUGH sleep.

I was able to talk to a friend this morning. I shared him my queries. What about? - what else, about king. He just told me that if I really love him, I have to wait for him to make his decision on certain things. That's what I am actually doing since day one. I am waiting for him to make a decision to stand on because I don't want to put on my demands. I want everything to be of mutual choice. I asked him what are his plans, he was not able to give me a clear answer. =( Well I guess, to wait is the best thing that I can do... I don't know if any good will come out of my actions, I just pray that I will be able to accept all the consequences of this action.

Hope everyone will have a happy long weekend! (we don't have office on tuesday, it's a holiday in the U.S) And for me, I will try to have a happy one....

...taking things slowly because i know that He has a better way.