not again..

It is saturday again...

Today's my most unwanted day. I won't see him for two days. Sigh! How I wish I could be with him 24/7, ang saya siguro nun - asa pa ko! (sigh.. sigh.. sigh..) I put on my "almost single" shirt today and as expected, most of my colleagues asked me, "what's with that shirt?", I just gave them a grin for an answer. And when he saw me on this shirt, he also asked me also why. I told him, "Cute noh?". He then just smile.

Two of my colleagues have read one of my posts. They told me that they felt the story. It was not just a simple story. It is his story. His story that made me, somehow, strong, loving, longing and... hurting. But I don't consider it a doldrums since in some way it help me to be what I am now. May, thanks for the comforting words and for the advices. Don't worry about me, I am just keeping my faith because I know He has a better way.

That's all I can share with you for now. I am not in the sane state of mind to share with you what is really within me. It's time for me to take some meditation after a tiring week - time for me to stop thinking about soOoo many things that once made me weak. Happy weekend everyone!



God's plans are better than ours, that's why God does not always say yes to every word we say. Sometimes He says, "My child, allow me. I have a better way."